Big Brother was sixteen. Mid-Autumn Festival in a full moon night after a quarrel with his father, never left the classroom. Completely cut off from the way to university. Contradict the night, a poor mental and physical exhaustion is worry-stricken father. One is the desire for endless energetic brother. Father suggested is the second year of junior high school drop-out brother. Because there are several brothers and sisters in the house into the mouth to eat, he no longer afford to maintain the lowest cost of living in the school. Back to school craft, like a hatched chicks can forage from the nest for the family share those concerns. Big Brother means that the drop off of the future. He begged his father to give him a chance. He would rather learn the way to go spare, ten kilometers from the way in at to be a thief, picking people to steal several bags of vegetables in the sweet potato as their living expenses. Big Brother miserably at such an unwise move to convince the father. Thinning hair again and again shaking his father's skull, but to say: "You would not help to be a sea of thief, because there are more insidious than the thief terrible shadow cross in front of you. You have no choice, you still acknowledge your fate ! "father and son, you made me a language stalemate. What then is the big brother, pressed the matter of the shadow of the magic shield, so that his father gradually lost patience and gentle. He roared like thunder, like a lion trapped in cages, abruptly picked up around the violin, big brother desperate to hit him. Big Brother with my hand a bit, then stop for a moment. Finally, a few steps out of his mouth, tears the house wronged. Body shining light of youth, lost in the bright moon night.
That night, after an interval of many years with a cousin and aunt moon cake, coming back from the sea and the first Mid-Autumn Festival. The moon cake eaten on the reunion, took place on this sad scene. Violin when his father reading Southern University in Guangzhou after shop around to buy. Pull his best song is "People's Liberation Army march." Mid-Autumn Night To Hing had pulled the song "Moonlit Night", to frame yet opened, the reunion has not yet aggregated the atmosphere, had never staccato strings.
Later, a aunt in tears, the father did not want to die in the shadow of Big Brother hood of magic told us. The eve of the liberation of his father, who taught at a primary school group to participate on any of the KMT Youth League. It is precisely because of this historical blemish, Hainan Land Reclamation Bureau to the Secretary from his position of secretary to return home by cleaning, fall from heaven to hell. Or his father had foreseen this political climate, and the stain would harm his children the history, except for reasons of poverty, which is to persuade his brother another reason for the drop-out. This father has been buried deeply hidden, long a sour bitter fruit of his mouth.
Do parents know that children who Father. Big Brother with wisdom and work hard, minors are still to reveal its towering. The future is incalculable. The father is not do not know, he forced Hengdao cut, pain in the big brother who, pain in his father's heart. This is a family tragedy reasoning is also human nature and the sorrow of this world.
That night, Big Brother did not dare go home. Whether to go to uncle learned the ancient Jiejiuxiaochou, steal drinking. Uncle is drunk alcohol, such as life, is a holding in the body and mind in the few grains of peanuts, the person will be able to finish jug of wine. He often said the nephew, to develop your drink, so he has a drink after the old successor. My brother will not be caught fathom. After all, he was young, there will not be drinking to forget the attitude and feel.
The fall of 1965. Mid-September, went to the annual day of school-age young soldiers join the army. For several days, the ancient city streets are plastered with "one man army, the family honor," "response to the motherland's call to join the army as soldiers defending national defense" and other red and green banners. Even the air is circulated with a warm atmosphere of majesty.
It was a continuous autumn, wind, cold, dark clouds Tetraena afternoon. Big Brother drunk rotten drunk, covered in alcohol, nonsense to his friend by the week and hold a large odd hobble around, step three and Xiang Huang to come to my house to sleep. Big Brother's right palm is also wrapped around a thick bandage, bandages, with bright red blood on the dip. Hut less than hundred meters from my house, they did not dare to big brother to send home, afraid to let my father know. They carried big brother settled in bed, then a large odd to me, brother drunk punch cards to a liberation of the car headlights smashed, and glass fragments embedded in hands, surgical treatment has been made to the hospitals. Want me to take care of him, get some brown sugar to give him water to drink, and before leaving asked me not to tell again and again enjoin father. Big week sooner they go, big brother to vomiting, breathing, and confused Manchuang drinks and dirty things, and his face purple it is truly scary. I'm terrified, helpless, had called his father. Upon seeing his father gloomy face and said nothing. His gums bite down firmly, and visible under the two tibial artery cheek bounce chug, like two worms to creep in, frustration. He took off his tunic that pieces of old to me, asking me to cover a big brother. His right hand clutching his stomach, and trudged away. See his father's chest, like wearing a knife, his ceaseless perennial stomach pain, worse when concubine.
Soon, the mother put a bucket of hot water to wash for the big brother. Wash hand side and cried: "What a good soldier, people do not want you when you do not when, not worthwhile to grieve drink, but also break other people's lights, but also be so drunk, drunk to be so ah!" At this time I came to understand, the original Big Brother candidates soldier, holding a very physical body, soldier's breast in public to his line and a strong fists, and said: "You're the soldier I'm going to take!" But Shique pass political examination because the shadow of his father's magic shield, the brother wishes to cut off the soldier. Face the reality and the language of any of the actions are superfluous. At this time, only wine to the soul of the brother to be brought down decadence, the brother and the wild suppressed resentment.
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